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have a care but don't stare

 

Hallow Glass

Instant Friend

Playing Darts with Arrows

Matching Curtains

Zurich after Midnight

The Truth is, my Darling

Sterile Seeds of Pain

Hunting

Never Moor

Sunday

It's not helpful at all

Life-go-Zone

Half of my Heart

I won't listen

Time's gone past

Youth in my Hometown

 

 

 

 

The Truth is, my Darling

 

no, you can't be told the truth

and not despise the fool

telling you

 

failure might look like a crown

that no shame comes shattering

when little liars ask for help

and keep on looking down

 

we thought you're funny

but who you wanted to impress

did just smile feebly

at all your dull jokes and your vain pains

 

failure might look like a crown

that no shame comes shattering

when little liars ask for grace

you believe you're heard or think you're seen

by anyone you have never been

never been

 

all the boys

you poked fun on

they never deserved

 

all the mercy that you crave

In your quest for grace

 

you entertain us when you fail

your helplessness may just seem cute

but don't tell us what you think

is due, 'cause we know, not you

 

one day

we will

 

what I asked for

it's all I asked for

 

call me a fool

a disgrace, to neglect

call me a waste of time

even I don't respect

 

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Instant Friend

 

from time to time

it seems nice

once in a while

to meet

and discuss the latest films

still, from there to call you

my friend …

without any added flavour

can't tell you what we came here for

cooks and waiters do not see

how bored we get, frequently

 

no matter how many texts you send

can't you, my friend, call again

when I need help

then pour

stir

serve

 

and call me

when I need you

 

when served a lack of taste

packaging and time to waste

like an instant friend for sale

to open up and close again

 

call me when I need you

then walk away

again

 

left-over, waste and additives

boiling oil with

 

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Playing Darts with Arrows

 

If I were the reason

that you turned gay

there is no treason

I must get away

 

it's archery, not fencing

it's the bull's eye, not the move

it's a shoot out, not dancing

it's what you riddle, not the groove

 

it's only archery

it's always archery

 

I was your roach

I was your burned-out fuse

you took aim and broke

the bow I couldn't refuse

 

it's only archery

it's always archery

 

it's archery, not fencing

it's the bull's eye, not the move

it's a shoot out, not dancing

it's what you riddle, not the groove

 

it's only archery

it's always archery

 

you wanted me to be your roach

you are the reason

I will cry, and bye,

goodbye, my beast

 

bye, goodbye, my beast

 

 

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Sterile Seeds of Pain

 

when the mists of passion 

obscured and overcast my mind

 

irrigated with longing sighs

in the infertile soil of ignorance

were the sterile seeds of pain

 

something dragged my unstable youth

down over the cliffs of fruitless desires

and plunged me into a gulf of shame

 

your anger came upon me, and I knew not why

I had been deafened by the clanking

of the chains of my vanity

I knew not why

 

and I wandered far away from you,

and you would never care

where shoot

the sterile seeds of pain

 

and I wandered farther from you still

into sorrow's barren fields,

where grow

the sterile seeds of pain

 

I was tossed to and fro, and wasted,

and you held your peace

 

and never knew

how grew

these sterile seeds of pain

 

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Zurich after Midnight

 

Help me

Help me

talk to you

 

Hear me

Hear me

walk behind you

 

Now turn around

notice me

open up

and speak up

and speak up

 

Now turn around 

Notice me

Open up

Speak up

 

loud enough 

louder

I wanna hear

Every word you say

 

louder  

loud enough

I wanna hear

Every word you say

 

Near me 

Near me

you were

Where did you go?

Where did you go?

 

I sleep in front of you

Notice me

Open up

And speak up

 

louder

loud enough

I cannot hear

Can you handle me?

 

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Matching Curtains

 

much to shout about

at a reduced prize

DIY

try, dry out

 

average custom

expectations too high

DIY

try not to dry out

failure is getting no prize

furniture to match my life

 

freedom of choice's on offer

mid summer sale

practice of disapproval

knuckles you down

 

average customer

a cliché or a clown

i*** and norm to

knuckle you down

 

failure is getting no prize

furniture to match my life

 

what do you think is average,

no, it's not true,

average is what less than average do

average custom

expectations too high

try

failure is getting no praise

so buy yourself a car

 

furniture to match my life

 

 

 

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Never Moor

 

green sea

under commanding clouds

 

black plumes

left on tattered bones

 

carved by so many claws

made this moor their

home

Maureen went wandering

across the deep red fields

between dark slough

and the enemies we knew

 

once again

the morning light

 

shines on

remains of love

 

nameless here, and gone

come here, be nameless now

 

Maureen went wandering

to feed the stately birds

between bad dreams

and the treason I had seen

 

images made of memories

unsure of what they mean

unheard of, never seen

 

but still, but still

coming around again

coming to reap again

coming to pluck again

and leave her

 

she will lie forever

I want her to lie forever

and flee to the green sea

green seas

 

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Sunday

 

An argument that lasted days

Who'd be the first to change his ways

We might keep on trying for years

I'm afraid, it had to end like this

 

With half of France on my back

Behind a glass of cognac

Too many hostile people

Tout ensemble devient impossible

 

I will see you, not see you soon

Nothing will change despite new rules

With all this segregation of needs

Être ensemble devient tout impossible

 

Don't believe me when I smile

After all, it's just not interesting, anyway

 

It all means nothing to me now

shall I leave

 

After all, it's just not interesting

One could tell right away

I was just not interesting enough, any day

 

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Hunting

 

I need a rest

it won't happen

 

will anybody see

the panic I feel

just to think the sun

will rise again through the rain

force me to run      

on

 

the best I can think of

is running away

the worst I can think of

not keeping my head

from a desperate start

to an embarrassing end

 

wherever I tread

all slipping wet

can't keep direction

objections whirl

all over my head

repulsion as well, because

I have no clue where I'm running

 

to sleep remains my only wish

can't face the pictures

I paint all by myself

they laugh at me, not kept at bay

 

I have lost sight

of all I love

 

still the rain pours down on me

blurs my vision, 

I can't see

the wall I'm going to crash into

 

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Youth in my Hometown

 

they say no place is evil

well, this one is

they say no place is evil in itself  

this one is

 

ugly people in ugly houses

chat with cruel mothers of

bad pupils beaten up daily

by mad teachers and drunken dads

 

nasty trees by wicked roads

where brutish sods

steal my bike and kick my groin

week in week out

no train at the station

stops to get me out of here

but three graveyards

waiting, lurking constantly

 

toothless hags upset

by the song of the birds

blame me their husbands spend

all their money on booze

 

you say no place is evil

well, you've never come here

they say no place is evil in itself

this one is

 

being young is a crime

a crime to be read

to know, to count to ten – a crime

to walk up straight - a crime

 

not to spend your time

getting your hair torn

just because you don't want to be born

and I don't

not here, anyway

 

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It's not helpful at all

 

do you really think

you can presume what I want

do you really think

you know what is good for me

 

what’s good for me

what they want to see

why not if we told you

why not if we know

 

if I don’t comply with instructions

never explained, left alone

given no map

not written down

changed all the time

 

do you really expect me

to know what’s right and where

 

do you really expect me

to know what’s good for me

would you respect my choices 

if I did

 

exposed in a fix

marooned bit by bit

gather the pieces

find it

fix it

 

what has been broken,

find it and fix it,

all up to me

 

all up to me

 

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Life-go-Zone

crouch, and come on in

open the door on your knees

translucent paper shields no wind

yields no warmth to me

slide the door on your knees

and hold me in your arms

 

a shadow ‘tween rays of light

a space between two rooms

a threshold from the street to my home's room

for bride and groom

 

step into my home

step into the twilight

made of tears and joy

unwinding day and night

 

we hide from the street

step into the green

collect the leaves

and wonder at the stones

your father laid

my father chose

your father laid

my father chose

 

as we reach the core

let us stretch out on the floor

on the floor, on the floor, ...

 

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Hallow Glass

sadness lingers behind glass

eyes once radiant must be closed

eyes once radiant must be closed

 

seen through, to be looked at

seen through, to be watched

 

standing by the window, checking her purse

she didn't imagine, it would still get worse

 

seen through, to be looked at

seen through, 

to be watched

 

meet her at sunset

mirrored in glass

 

sadness lingers behind glass

once unbreakable, now to be cleaned

 

see through, she is looked at

see through,

she is watched

 

to a passed-by

see the passers-by

when she passed away

to a passed-by

 

meet her at sunset

mirrored in glass

 

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I won't listen

 

whatever you want me to be

whatever names you give to me

sit here, talk here, positive thinking

I want to get up and leave

 

stand up and walk away

is all I want to do

I'll be fed up one of these days

and I’ll quit talking this through

 

you never want to be alone

well, neither do I

but being with you is being alone

and bored too

 

you want to sit down and talk,

as we often did

did we?

 

I want to dance where you walk

shout when you talk

move on where you stop

to stare

be rude when you're fair

step out of your everyday  

 

you can't get rid of the things you trust

I'm going to tell you something new

I think

 

you never want to be alone

neither do I

but being with you is being alone

and bored to booth

 

I want to fly when you walk

sing when you talk

be the one that makes you stop

to stare

write the rules when you're fair

and crush on the runway

 

no, I won't care for your

reality

no, I won't care for my

fragility

no, I can't listen to you,

honestly

 

whatever you care to say to me

whatever names you call me

I don't take heed,

get up and leave

 

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Half of my Heart

 

I wish I could call you

it’s one of these days when I doubt everything

 

I wish we could still talk

can you remind me, why we did not work out?

 

I know I was the first to leave

if it’s any comfort to you

it doesn’t numb the pain

 

we can not call, nor talk

I could change my number

and you’d still have half of my heart

half of my heart

 

why is it so hard ?

they say every addiction needs a surrogate –

 

why is it so hard?

you are my worst addiction

 

I wish I could let you go

(but) you seem to be with everyone I get to know (meet)

 

I know I was the one to walk away

if it’s any comfort to you

it doesn’t numb the pain

 

we can not call, nor talk

I could change my number

and you’d still have half of my heart

half of my heart

 

we can agree on silence

you could move to another city

and you’d still have half of my heart

half of my heart

 

 

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Time's gone past

 

a long time ago

you told me how it was

but I wanted to know with who it was

I forgot how to get a hold on you

useless anyway, you're already far away

 

some time ago

he told me how it was

but I wanted to know with who it was

I forgot how to get a hold of her

hopeless anyway, you're already far away

 

gone the days, they fade away

with time enough to start again

back in the land it all began

 

just the other day

I told him why it was

but all he only wanted

– was to catch the bus

 

didn't mention a day

looked at his watch

and we won't meet again

useless anyway, you're already far away

 

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